Friday, April 16, 2010

Only You Know

Only You know how much I miss her. Only You know how excited I was that Easter would be the first holiday shared together. Only You know how I wanted to dress her in a special pink, frilly Easter dress, give her the little bunny rabbit just for her...the one that I sleep with every night because it brings me some form of comfort...only You know how much I wanted to make her first little Easter basket. Even though she would only be a newborn and couldn't eat any candy, I wanted it to be special for her. I wanted to make special memories with my little girl. And take lots and lots of photos.

All these dreams were taken. It seems strange to say I didn't want Easter to come this year. It was just a reminder that she wasn't here to share it with me.

When will I be with her again? When will I hold her? What will it be like to walk with You on my one side, her on the other...on streets of gold?

Only You know.


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1 comment:

  1. (((HUGS))) Thinking of you! I bet Alexandra & Lily had a fun Easter with each other. I hope so. :)

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